Stress

Just believe it. Someday everything will be fine. 一个好好的工，还没interview就这样没了，就怪我太听话，太孝顺。曾经几时知道自己不适合form six，想到出去深造，还是怪我太听话，太孝顺..继续form six，果然真不适合。好，没问题，最后还是得出去深造，相信自己一定能，终于读玩回来了。没想到的是压力更更大，简直要崩溃了。这样也不可以，那样也不可以。我自认我算是蛮会想的孩子了，居然还被这样牵着走。很多事情都不一样了，因为我的大学深造，改变了我很多很多事情。说真的，我有后悔过。我不懂怎么沟通了，就有那一下想离开这里。真的好累好累。。。路还是要走，我就是相信一定有一条是我的，既然都走到这了，没有什么可以怪的了，因为是我自己选的路......

Swinurne Badminton Closed 2013

很久没写blog了，话说回来，我好像慢慢的不用英文写了，都是用华语写（没关系，我是华人嘛）！！！这个semester的swinburne badminton closed很顺利。。年头还特地去找教练训练，主要是要应付年尾的masiswa比赛，既然去年拿了双打champion，今年就更要努力了。。不过有点让我觉得不大甘愿的事，我努力的训练了可是好像校队容不下我，往往我是这几个school representative之中比较排斥的一个，比如找不到partner，打single的话，又有其他人打得比我好。。有个学弟刚来而已，也因为他是省队的，就被学校捧到前线队（我倒觉得他的实力和我们这些比，都差不多嘛），也只能怪我这么慢才起步。。。其实我并不是要怪什么，只是觉得努力训练，最后竟然是这样的结果。。不过我对自己说，：没关系，我努力训练，不管结果是什么，我是努力了，对得起自己就好“。。。。。好像说到很远了，哈哈！！swinburne closed 很顺利，拿了men single 和 men double semi finalist，算是拿第三啦，年头的训练至少有点点结果。。经过这次比赛，觉得自己还有些地方不够好，比如，体力和mental。。往往在场上想太多，把自己收得太紧，所以打不好，一定一定要改！！！！！！！还有最后一件事，我至爱的vt zfltd 被我不小心踩断了，唉。。想都想不到竟然是这种意外弄断的。。。心痛咯！！！！所以我就买了新拍 - apacs lethal 85.。。还有还有 - 全新的包包，用了三年多的球包要退休了，买了jp version 的奥运限量版yonex 球包。。。就这样吧，要做assignment了。。就在这停笔吧！！！

Swinburne Masiswa Badminton Tournament 2012

命中注定。。。要不是我朋友脚受了伤，我也不可能临时叫去training，也因为这样我更不能令每个人失望，我一定一定要好好训练，在短短的一个星期内，要和我的partner培养默契，这是非常难得的机会，因为之前选拔赛，我出局了！！！！这是我没想到的，我拿了sarawak大学男双冠军，很开心很开心。。谢谢教练，partner！！这次的比赛，我学到很多很多，真的。。。那面金牌，我真的拿了没遗憾。。。比赛完了，现在开始准备final exam 了，压力来了。。。L

 决赛场地

 进场了

 别开高球给我啦，我会杀的。。哈哈！！

 半决赛时拍的。。飞啊！！！

 打了要半个钟，终于赢了

 爽啊！！！

 我的两位死党

 thank you partner....

Two years life in Kuching....

Halo everyone, it has been a long time since i updated my blog long time ago....nothing special, just want to share to you guys that how's my two years life in kuching here. Time run very fast, i will graduate from Swinburne one year later. I still remember when I first came in Swinburne, there was a lot of "first time"----first time present in front of the class, first time saw foreign students in front of me, first time live without parents and so on...........and now i'm getting into it. Degree has 24 units, and i completed 12 units, half to go...I have to start thinking about what should i do in the future. My mum told me a lot of accounting firm, auditing firm stuff, I feel like not interest at all (actually i not so interest in accounting). Mention before that I came to Swinburne because I wanted to gain some extra knowledge to improve myself. I prefer to go back Sibu helping my father..Ya...that's what i wanted but who know in the next one years later..maybe i change my mind. Badminton area will be a good consideration to me too.....:)

 when i was in foundation

when i was in degree

 My swinburne badminton team

 Swinburne open day, nice ride..haha

My presentation..nervous at that time..

Apacs Finapi 80, 101, 212

Begining of year 2012, i bought four apacs racquets - Apacs Finapi 80, Apacs Finapi 212*2, Apacs Finapi 101. WHY??? because apacs racquets can hold to at least 35lbs tension and this four racquets light, easy for me to play double..

design by my friend

Yonex Armortec 70 mega L, Protech PTS 1101, Protech PTS 1102, Protech PTS 1103

After few month consideration, finally i decide which one i have to buy once i have enough money. The only thing make me confuse is badminton shoe, there are three models and that's why i dont know which one have to choose. Three of them are nice looking...BUY THREE?? impossible....ARRHH.......

Yonex Armortec 70 mega L
Protech PTS 1101

Protech PTS 1102

Protech PTS 1103

Many many target again..Arrhh.......

I thought one original racquet is enough already, but actually not...still have many many target wanted. I back to Sibu and having few sessions playing badminton with my friends, and i realized that my Yonex voltric 80 LTD was too heavy for double, so slow...that's why i start thinking about another racquet to play double, my target racquet must can string up to 27lbs...I have few choice now - Yonex Arcsaber 009DX, Apacs Finapi 80, Apacs Finapi 212, Kason twister C7 & Yonex Armortec 70 mega L.....badminton racquet really a drug to me...arrhh....anyone visit my blog can give opinion about those racquet, please...thank you.....

Apacs Finapi 212

Apacs Finapi 80

Yonex Armortec 70 mega L

Yonex Arcsaber 009DX

Kason twister C7