Hari Raya

Yesterday is the first day of hari raya and i go to my malay's friends' house...together with my girlfriend, ha! The food that prepared by them was so delicious...in the first house, my stomach already full, then go to my next friend's house, i also eat untill my girlfriend said me "pig"..ha! because the foods are too delicious...hehe! Pity allen cannot join us...dont know why he cannot join us...syukri ask us why allen didnt come, syukri really want allen come to his house eat curry, ha...

The Thing that make me confused

Why cant she be a mature's girl? Although she is older one year than me but what she is thinking is really too "not mature".....her choice, her works or her thinks are always depend from her friends....i know friends are very important but are they one hundred percent believable? I dont think so....i think family's comments are more important than friends' comments, friends' comments only used to reference...she likes to believe her friends, i dont like her friends...my friends also dont like her friends too..now you know how "good" is her friends now....but she like to belive her friends...she dont have her own idea, of course some have...i want her mature....i want her look like my girlfriend when we are dating, but not like dating with a small girl....i think to done with her but i know she will change one day, and i will wait...the important is i still like her very much...

鸡婆Friends

Why i always feel not happy when i was in U6A1? Almost everyday i go home without smile...some friends in my class really not good in communication. When they talk to me, i really want to slap their face...this is not their conversation, why they want to 鸡婆when i was talking to somebody else, no moral at all...yesterday, i had been no mood for all day, because someone 鸡婆to me and i felt mad at that time, then i just hide my angry emotion...i was thinking before, if i show my true emotion to that guy, maybe i will lose friends, this is why i hide my true emotion when i was in front my friends....at my house, my sister made me angry, i will scolded her loudly, of course i will slap her sometime...this is my true action when i was angry...at my school, also got some friends make me angry like that but i never spoken out, just sometime only...that is why some of my friends think i'm good to be bully...if i angry, that few guys will always said "dont show this emotion in front my girlfriend"...is this true or not? You mean i have to hide my true emotion in front my love in the rest of my life? You think this is good to your girlfriend..i said this' call lie to your girlfriend, you cheat her...you want me to be steady when i am angry, you want me to be happy in front her when i was not happy? All this are lying your girlfriend....i hate that few guys said those words like that to me....that's mean you guys scared your girlfriends run away so you never angry in front of your gf...what a fact love, i feel pity to their girlfriend...

My Loving Racquet

Yang Yang Nano Blade 99

My Angry Day

昨天我终于拿到我的my centre (Methodist Youth Centre) card了，今天我很开心把这件事告诉我的朋友们，我告诉他们用这张卡能够得到很多商店的折扣。因为有很多商店能得到折扣，所以我就问我的E朋友是否能从my centre那里得到那张有写明什么商店有折扣和扣多少钱的纸，这样的话我会比较方便。可是他令我很失望。他告诉我这张卡不可以随便给别人炫耀，否则将被没收。除此之外，他还说“怎么可以向人问说那商店会扣多少钱，好像拿到那张卡是因为给人炫耀和拿折扣”。我很失望和生气，明明是件值得我开心的事情，竟然变成生气和失望。我想告诉我这位E朋友“我完全不知道你跟我说的这些话，不过竟然你说了，我就知道是我错。但是你可不可以对我说这些话时礼貌点吗？你可以当面告诉我不可以这样拿卡给人看，而不是在背后说我。我可是很小器的，所以我生气是很正常的，那时我真想一板你啊！”希望E朋友以后尊重我一些。

i got some amazing pictures that i want show to you....see below

i got some amazing pictures that i want show to you....see below!!! man loving body...ha! Besides that, i also want to post one pic of muscular animal....

My Sad Day

Day past very fast now and my biggest exam STPM is coming soon.....i feel very afraid about it because i not yet get ready for it, i still not confident in my three paper-pa, eco, and geo....i always fail in this three subject...i really really scared....i scare this is my last education journey and i will be suffer if i cant go to uni next year- helping my father in his factory...i know my father's business can earn a lot of money but what i want not money, but is family and entertainment actually....if i helping my father in his factory after my STPM, i will lose my teenage's live time....i know what you are thinking is why i dont want to study hard? I can tell you that i have try...but everytime i sat in front my table, i cant concentrate on it, i really dont know why....maybe i really not suitable to study anymore, or i not suitable study STPM....i was thinking if i follow my best friend, David Leong to Swiburn last year, maybe i wont be so worry in my study...compare to STPM, foundation is more easier...they only have to get a pass in their exam but we STPM have to get at least C+, then only you can think about universiti...i wonder whether i choose the wrong road or not but all this are too late for me....after my first trial exam, i feel very very sad about it...i got three subject failed, this kind of result, really cannot apply universiti...when my friends are studying hard to get good result, actually i was sitting in front of my table, thinking what road should i take next year if i fail my STPM...apply to be a policeman? Continue my study? or continue my father's business? Second trial exam is my last chance to prove me that whether i still can stand for this exam or not....i will try this time, i wont let my girlfriend, my friends and my parent dissapointed on me....please GOD be with me and give me power in my study...AMEN..